I COULD, BUT I WON'T....

I could moan about being exhausted.. but I won't.....!!!!!!

As anyone who has ever moved house, or prepared to move as in my case, you know it's stressful
Add to this buying an adapted car, but unable to procede as license not returned yet... plans for bathroom not sorted,, planning permission now needed for ramp... not being able to get out of house... and having MND...
You might understand why I am tired and sometimes low.

BUT on the bright side, many friends have rallied  round and helped by getting a whole room full of stuff that will go into store to de-clutter the house. ... and today was very special as Janet and Theresa came, sorted and brought a picnic. We had thought we may go out but I simply had no energy to get up steps. So we enjoyed it in style in my garden. When they left I had a 3hr nap on my bed!!!

Picnic in Garden

MESSAGE TO SELF !!!!

What will be will be.... a damn hard lesson to get into my thick head!


I am trying to de-clutter my house in the next 10days, send the de-cluttered stuff to store,  then my house will look at its best to go on the market.
But I'm getting stressed.. I keep telling myself ..Calm down, what will be will  be..  But I can't! BUT I MUST !!!!  

It's rather like that game  where you move squares around, up, down and .. eventually... get a whole picture!  I see the whole picture, and want it NOW!!!!!! but must relax to get it sorted.


Stop ranting , live, girl, live! You've got treats.. tonight Pizza, wine friends Christine X2, tomorrow Di, Eileen and Choc Brownies.. Help from kind Samaritans... You are lucky, you will get through...


Then pep talk delivered to self., I remember ............ shelves fell off wall in attic... now covered by book shelf.. I need a plasterer.. will polyfilla do? Who can I ask? And I can't even get there to see it!!!! 


And all this whilst the sun shines, that's where I should be not stressing. Perhaps it's time to take a note book into garden and write it all down.


Yep! Lists are wonderful for clearing the head.. That's what I'll do,  with a cup of Earl Grey... that will be splendid!