IS IT WRONG, TO BE STRONG?

Today very difficult.. on the verge of tears at every point and turn..
Started with Darren re legal obligations for equity release (99% likely) , then OT , Scott.. he has be so helpful and supportive but is moving to Scotland,,,, I wish him well but will miss him. Then a SAM plus husband, came and sorted one attic bedroom. Then Richard re carpets..( Greyish black throughout, but wine in bedrooms.. )  So through all this I was apparently cool... but actually I'm so very stressed.
 The enormity of  moving, and coping with my lack of mobility is so, so hard.....

I am trying to be strong, and, I guess, present myself as such... but is it wrong to be strong?
 Should I tell it how really,  it is    

 Is it pride that keeps me from doing this... perhaps?...
Actually , to tell you all the truth.. life is hard, it's really , really hard..
 I'm facing so many day to day problems ,and......... death ......soon... not in any way good! 


ps. the format of Blogger seems to have changed , so if I can't use same font etc then I'm sorry,,,,,



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